jon’s blog.

divorce baby by isaidjon

this weeks theme was tough for a second–while there’s a bit of darkness in my life i’m still shedding, i don’t deal with it much in my work (consciously, that is), so i couldn’t figure what i had, or could do…but that’s the *challenge* part of photo friday…i had done this pic a few days ago and was reluctant to post–primarily ‘cos that “D” word is a tough one for me to swallow, i guess being one who’s a “casualty” of one (in reality, i was so young that it did not consciously effect me, but there’s no doubt there was an effect of not having a father in the house), and one who struggles very hard when tough times come in my own. my heart definitely goes out to those who ended up going down that path–i don’t see how it can be done.

anyway, that’s about all the thought i can muster about that subject without spending a few hours…you’ll have to subscribe to a relationship with me in order to get the Extended Director’s Cut. :)

xx by isaidjon

i’ll get tired of it soon enough.

for now, i’m stuck in the 70s again!

"transparent" screen xx by isaidjon

another double exposure with the polaroid spectra.

its tough to pick a favorite camera. there’s always something new to push. i’ve done a bit of these xx’s, some of which will appear in my flickr photo stream, some you’ll have to hang out and see.

in other words–i’ve noted that creative types tend to have obsessive behaviour(s), and trouble with reality from time to time. how i became a husband and a father is beyond me; many times i still feel as if i’m “not ready”…if so then when, though? i think that feeling is a lie.

i am such a loser. i hear that Jesus is for losers, though.

</ramble off>